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Ambushed
05:58
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Cause it's how I'm feeling like
And that's why I'm wondering about
How could I ever feel so wrong ?
When everything feels alright
Am I the cause of my own fight?
Cause it's how I'm feeling like
You came in like a glimmer of light
Masses around us cease the fight
How long this has been during ?
And what's the point of winning ?
There's a war coming up for you
There's a war coming up...
I'm always terrified of what I think
Believe me through my eyes, everything turns grey
And there is not a single day that passes by...
Without fear
Without fear !
Fear of being left for something, something greater than me
But once again
You will never make me feel alive
Instincts covered up with skin...
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Scattered
05:04
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What happens at the point where my mind useless?
When no more healing sessions
Would take away the bruises
Seems like every little single part
Seems like every little single part was scattered down in pieces
Like every straight line now appears to me crooked
Nowadays it's a vicious cycle of more and less acceptance
It's rainstorming
Burn!
At the point you thought yourself
Unshakable with this asset
You had a big strategy running but like your light you lost
Understand that I went wrong but not asking for repentance
It's a vicious cycle of more and less acceptance
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Forecasts
06:34
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A dim light which would last through whole winter
The soul wants to leave but icicles
Oh anger !
My instincts covered up by pride
You'll have to skin me to death
Oh please! Just skin me to death
So I can feel my heartbeat races, truly feeling distances
Pulses from your voice, erupting loud percussions
There's no time like this present to cover ourselves and to grow from those trenches
And then our instincts washed up by the tides , and our thrones shattered and thrown, can you work it all through it?
Talking about your mind and not about your body
I fear, forecasts of water feels and smells pretty familiar
What if leaves won't grow on our once made pillar ?
What if I'm away when you needed?
And can't help our link which is bound to break
And what if from evil, you've been shielding
From those ancient forces that are now enraging
Force is nothing without your sustain
Said force is nothing without your sustain
Signs of your presence, still can reach for your essence
I'm losing my own radiance and must beg for your guidance
Oh how great would be the healing, your tremendous lighting
I couldn't help kept staring so long
My eyes consumed into balls of flame
With everything they've seen each day, they'll just keep on burning
The warlord subdued to a sudden loss of battles
Then started feeling so twisted, seeing his soul separating from his body
At this rate I'll end up anywhere but where I should be
Let's get back to the valley
It's a one sided alley
Back to the point where I just feel like growling
My spiritual form like to spend the days roaming
Seems like my hands can't get a grab on things they slip
But I don't feel like it's a lack of trial it's sick
Days passes by but still I'm here outta sight outta reach
What's your trick to go by and not die
Everyday people won't stop living like I've committed crimes
I'll never be able to squeeze and fit right in
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Rainstorming
03:53
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Cold typhoons, arms rotations
Trying to build you off a shelter
Hearts tormented
And it's been so long since we had a laughter
Made you a promise, turns to death wish
Oh! Disaster
Still my tides will carry you home then may your hearts remain plastered
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Pendulum
08:03
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Particles floating in the air as my hands sweeping for a presence
Could you please glance down cause I can no more stand, and would you stop these pulses ?
They've ran into my ears and to my head and to my bones
They've shaking up my whole being for years and years
So now please let me reach for your hand but don't take a look at me
I feel so old and different, from the man of word I used to be
Now don't lie, you know I ain't gonna be alright, cause you know I won't!
And I've been so blinded so alone
Then a stranger picked me by the arm and pushed me back to reality
To where I was moving mountains
To where my will's just standing proudly, to where I was unstoppable
To where my silk would have changed this all
Cause you know my pendulum swings back and forth
There's never enough time
I'm begging for it to immobilize, I won't warn you and finally fade
Cause in here, peace of mind is prohibited
Sleep's out of reach and all these presences
Constant reminders of how hard playing our part is
An whole ocean stands between all that I should've told you, but this anger and these anchors made me lose creativity
But how dare you judge me?
How dare you say that I don't belong?
And how did you let this be?
How does this negativeness forged who you used to be?
And how can you blame people when all you do is just distress surviving?
Tell me when does your self respect just got away?
And does perfection exist?
Well I'll never know
Hey don't look away, we're just getting started
Know that people always leave, you're no exception at all
But where I am going there's no sadness no feeling at all
And I ain't coming back
Staring straight at the eyes of my own reflection
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